Thursday, January 20, 2011

My Little Buddy. . .


My Sebastian passed away last night. It was very fast; I came home from work and he was dying. I rushed him to the Emergency Vet, but there was nothing they could do. I drove all the way there with him on my lap, talking to him, knowing he wasn't going to m,ake it and dtermined that if he died before we reached the vet, at least I was holding him, petting him. He knew I loved him.

I know mothers aren't supposed to have favorites, but he slept on my bed. He laid on my chest while I watched movies and petted him. He was my fuzzy faced boy. I miss him so much already. I know Viola is going to miss him too; she doesn't know it yet. They were finally, at long last, together. Bonded.

He's gone, and my heart is broken.

5 comments:

Trinity said...

So sorry to hear about your bunny Sebastian :( I know it's painful to lose one of these fuzzy little family members. Take heart in knowing he's at peace and smiling at you from Rainbow Bridge. ~Tara

Christyrenee said...

I am so sorry about your bunny =( Having pets is so wonderful because they bring such joy to your life, but the loss, in my opinion, is one of the hardest things aside from losing people you love. I lost my 16 year old cat a couple years ago and my little guinea pig last year. It's so sad. But you're right, he knew you loved him and that made all the difference. <3

padawansguide said...

So sorry to hear it! :-(

nomadicstitches said...

So sorry for the loss of your furry companion. It is hard to go through this and my thoughts are with you.

Tricia McWhorter said...

So sorry about your loss. It must be even more difficult with all the changes you are going through. I know how hard it is. My little orange canary friend died right before New Year's and my fourteen year old cat is barely hanging on. I'm trusting he'll tell me when it's time and if he needs help but I'm not looking forward to that day. My thoughts are with you.